TERROR

My friend is dying.

She can see this entry and I'm scared to say this but I love her.

I've never seen anyone like her. I've never heard anyone like her. And I'm not going to ruin the life she has; she knows how I feel. I'm just putting it out in the universe because I am fucking SCARED.

Please, God, let this pass. I'm so new to her life and her condition. I'm so new to HER. Leave her alone?